IAP 23 ~ Amir Chasson
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My Father has died.
He was my hero in my early years yet
ever since his death,
he became a target
of all my hate
and contempt.
Fundamentally flawed,
Fundamentally mad,
Fundamentally sinful yet he was my dad.
In sleepless nights he reappears
Keep away! No! don’t come near!
O, how I long for those early year.
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What is vacuum?
Vacuum is when you are born
with all your fingers and toes
But without a family.
without a country
without a language.
without a culture
without a social class.
without something
without nothing.
This is vacuum.
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On the day of my 11th birthday
I was already the full person I could ever become.
There was absolutely no good reason to go on living.
So when I realised that,
I consulted my parents.
They immediately agreed.
They confessed that they too felt
the same about me ever since I was 10.
But they did not know what to do.
Killing your own child was still illegal at the time.
So I was forced to go on living.
And I am still alive today.
So unfair!
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The best cure for the fear of death
is the denial of self-preservation.
The best cure for self-preservation
is to wear your summer clothes in winter and your winter clothes in summer.
My father lived by this rule and
barely made it to 40.
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You know damn well that
I carried death in my soul
since the day I could crawl.
Today I finally died,
So don’t act surprised.
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A song of social insignificance
I dreamed I saw
Jack Kevorkian last night
Alive as you or me.
But Jack, I said, you’re 10 years dead
I never died, said he.
I never died, said he.
But the liver cancer killed you Jack,
and so did hepatitis C!
It takes more than death to kill a man,
I did not die, said he
I never died, said he.
But they sold off your 68 VW Type 2
and iconic blue sweater too, is it not?
My legacy can never be sold
And your rights can never be bought.
But, I asked, what if I fail?
Will they put me in Jail?
What’s the difference? Jack said,
You’re as good as dead
and already living in hell.
And standing there, as big as life,
smiling as he speaks
The truth from your children,
you must not hide
One day they too will seek
assisted suicide.
So where are you? I ask.
All over the world, completing my task.
From Nunavut to Ushuaia,
in every mine and mill,
Where working folks
defend their right to kill
themselves and with some luck,
You too will find our Jack!
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True friendship is
the ability to allow oneself
to profit oh so much from a best friend's death
by being named in their will.
But best friends tend
to live for a very a long time.
Still, this does not mean you can harm
or wish them ill.
True friendship means
one must be patient.
and wait.
But waiting is hard.
One’s patience can quickly ran out
and good intentions can be easily corrupted;
For example, one can find oneself in
some unexpected financial difficulties
or in an urgent need for
a 4K 3D diamond-encrusted plasma screen TV.
This is when true friendship is
compromised.
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The famous phrase
‘From cradle to coffin’
applies to everyone including you,
but not for me
because I’m a Jew.
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The worst thing that can happen to a woman
or a man
is to be born.
But even worse than that is to die
before your parents
and to leave it to them to decide
on the general look and feel
of your headstone.
Bless them; they did try their best to
pay homage to what they believed
was my high capacity
for realism and ornate adornment,
which only further emphasised
the horrors of my death
and eternal torture in hell!